Monday, December 25, 2006
i dont know how to stop something that has started.
and i dont think its a good idea to carry on.
URGH.
dont know what to do.
dont know what to say.
dont know what to think.
now i know what abby always says about me is true.
i'm good friend material.
and it ends there.
for me.
i think i cant move further.
feels that way for me now.
though it feels right.
but i dont like the idea.
shit.
abby i need to talk to you soon k.
i need your help.
AHHH,
what have i done?
dont wanna hurt anyone.
be it me or anyone else.
*frets*
i dont think i'm prepared.
for any of these things happening now.
i think more time,
to think,
to consider,
to look deep into my heart.
me_________`e-leen *
6:19 PM